Between Meetings
FOR THOSE WHO PREFER TO LISTEN, CLICK OR DOWNLOAD THE AUDIO BELOW
Between Meetings | Image by Bruce Harris
When a man, suppose a man of considerable wealth, has eyes
that meet you and leave you like making eye contact with a small
bird, says that his personal life just went in the crapper,
do you relate by saying, shyly, I can relate, or do you nod your
head like the cat watching the bird jump from each dry limb to the next
thinking how lucky he is to have feathers?
If the man says his daughter is the apple of his eye, you believe him
because you know. And if he says, suddenly, very slowly with the mouth
of an old horse, she is pregnant and wants to live with the boy
and they don’t want to get married, but they want his consent, you might say,
so? and whip the weary horse back to the field to dig up more earth.
This is a wealthy man, of mind and spirit you don’t know, but you are sure of
a soulful pocketbook. You also know from your own days on the hunt
wealth is a tricky and formidable foe so you respect this man with his
never-dropped bloodied bare-knuckled fists, his raptor stare
when he says they asked for consent and he said, hell no.
This wealthy man darted his eyes for answers, the little spare change
dropped in another man’s cup on Washington Street as you cross the bridge.
As usual, you’ve given enough. You can’t give to every person everyday
you see them shiver with windblown skin under shreds of coat.
You can’t stand to look him in the eyes so you soar your sight above
circling the sky filled with a thousand stories of mirrored glass.
You say, I’m sure everything will work out in the end, and he
appreciates your dishonesty, being a wealthy man. He respects
the fact that you didn’t say that she needs you now and she’ll need
you when the marriage fails, that all you can be is there.
He nods, knowing that you are not a wealthy man, but a man still reliant
on hope which he will do, waiting for his daughter to catch the millisecond
that his eyes go still and open. I’m sorry, he finally hears. I’m sorry
Daddy, says her little girl voice. When the wings open and flap words
in the wind, we all catch the little breeze that leaves us rubbing our eyes.